well for all that its worth
happy new year's didnt last very long
but am still grateful for what little i had...have
its not much and i wish i wouldnt simply hold on to that faint glimmer of hope
but however weak the light is
its the brightest light that crys out in the darkness.

i do resolve though, to be a stronger and better person
to let my mind overwrite the impulses of my weak and soft heart
and to guard it
for all that i am worth.